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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

The fear of death is universal.

But what lies beneath that fear

Is the terror of insignificance.

Of not being remembered.

Not counting

Rev. Lyle Cutty '58

The Class by Erich Segal

I want to be remembered by the following poems i wrote ages ago…for whom these poems are dedicated…and for the feelings attached to every line composed during idle moments…

As I Look Up to See

The night sky is my sanctuary

In her womb I always bury

The phantoms of my memory

With her I lose all my worries

And all other different stories

At times when things seem to fail me

When even my soul is empty

I raise my face to her heavens

And keep still as the night deepens

While everything else just softens

But night sky stays just for a while

Giving comfort in her own style

Dawn shuts her away from my sight

To make way for the sun so bright

Needless to say, I'll be alright

For night sky will always be there

Filled with diamonds all over

One lost soul looks up for comfort

As if she is the last resort

In this world filled up with distorts

I am writing again

I feel the inspiration

To put things into writing

It seldom comes, yes it does

And before it fades away

I grab my pen and paper

Lie on my belly and write

Diff'rent words and diff'rent thoughts

Can't find space; not for them all

To fit in a single poem

Words, I can't find the right words

It's stupidly frustrating!

At least i have a title

But what about it? What now?

I'm losing it…not again!

All my thoughts are as confused

As my feelings are for him

My inspiration, my love

Passion fuels my writing

My whole being, my whole life

But the source of my passion

Which gives birth to my writing

Comes ever so rarely…Damn!

Messy and complicated

I've held out for everything

Words, thoughts, I've written them all

My paper is full; my pen

Almost out of its red ink

There's no coherence, no sense

Glad, I'm writing again.

I want to write

About love

Not right,

Why?

No…

I think

It feels good

To write of love

Love that's so near

Yet so far

Too close?

Not!

You,

You're mine

In my dreams

Only in thoughts

It hurts to think

You're with her

Not mine

Sigh!

LOVE

It's easy

Easier

To write about

Still There

I still want you

I still do…

Even if I'm blue

Because of you

I still breathe you

Suffocated though

I still owe you

My existence

I still dream you

In surreal pieces

Yet so vivid

Your face and kisses

I still hear you

Amidst the noise

Only your voice

It's true!

It lays dormant

This feeling

But still there

Stranded…

Not hopeless

Just waiting…

Until I hear from you.

My would be all

Sunrise to you I am always turned

Would I be a sunflower…

Following your every movement

Always reaching for your warmth

Sunshine, don't leave…

Raindrops fall upon a weary grassland

Would I be a castaway seed…

Longing for your touch of life

Your tears for my fears

Rainfall, don't go…

Winds blow softly along rustling leaves

Would I be a colorful kite…

Carried by your mighty wings

Off to Neverland and mermaids

Zephyr, don't fade…

Would I be many things…

Sufficed by your very presence

Would I be your only,

Or would I be your folly?

Either way, I see no diff'rence

Would I be all these things…

For you, only you…

I would gladly be

Your would be all.

I'm Out Here

A clear sky without stars

A barren land stretched for miles

An ocean sparkling beneath the moonlight

All of them empty and lonely

Yet none surpasses my plight

Empty moments, devoid of feelings

My very existence portrays a big joke

A lonely lamppost on an empty street

A leaf left clinging on a dying tree

An owl perched atop a birch tree

All of them in solitaire

Yet none compares to my state

Alone with nothing but pain

Needing, wanting, longing

It's so cold out here; I shiver

I'm out here braving the cold

Enduring the pain alone

I whisper between shallow smoky breaths

"Will someone come to my rescue?"

Alone and Worse

I am alone…

Is there anything worse?

Greeting the morning with just my smile

No one to wake up with

No one to wake me with butterfly kisses

It's so sad

Lonesome…

Walking around the campus on my own

No one to hold hands with

Or exchange sweet nothings with

It's just sick

Insane!

Watching the sunset by myself

No shoulder to rest my head upon

No arms wrapped nicely around my waist

It's lonely

Stupid!

Going to bed…just me

No one to snuggle with but pajamas

Nothing to keep me warm but the covers

It's so cold

Crazy!

There isn't anything worse…

Than me alone.

The last one is written after all these years of waiting…an affirmation…soon to be a song…thanks Chet (my brother) for the music!

This Time It's for Real

Now I can fin'lly say it

Not just pretend

I'm done with this make believe

I'm done with hoping

Done for good…

And it's for real.

Time made such a big diff'rence

I've grown out of

This feeling that's so far-fetched

I shot the moon

Hit big time

Now it's for real

I'm ready to rise again

No more drowning

Been into deep for so long

I'm back again

On the shore

Yes, it's for real

Fin'lly I can smile again

Somebody came

With a parachute for me

No more falling

Just in time

Glad it's for real…

This time.

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